Saturday, 4 January 2014

Self Note.

Assalamualaikum


Dah lama aku fikirkan benda ni. I have to do something to change my bad attitude yang ada dalam diri. To be honest, i can't change 360 degree in a wink. I'm human la. Sometimes i feel annoying with myself. Aku dah plan punyalah planning yang owesome and when that time comes, i ruin it. OMG! OMG! 


Macam tahun lepas, i plan to do many things after Spm tapi bila dah buat, ia hanya sekerat jalan jer. Ahhh.. tidak! I have to manage my mood so well because i notice that tahap kerajinan ak dalam melakukan apa jua perkara,it really depend on my mood. Kalau mood okay dan bersemangat, semua kerja buat akan menjadi je tapi kalau mood lintang pungkang, kerja hancus...hancus.. Oh tidak!! Ok, sekarang mood aku tengah ok dan aku tengah tolong edit dan printkan document my sis. Having a break to write this entry. Hahh.. mood ikut seuka hati pulak bila nak datang dia datang bila nak blah dia blah tanpa nak pamitan dengan aku dulu :(


Tomorrow i have class and frankly speaking, i hope that my study will be better. Okay that's a few thing that i plan to do in this year. Hopefully i will have the oppurtunity to do it.


~ Join charity work at Orphanage House organized by assalam society, i guess


~ I will survey  a trip to Broga Hill. I really want to experience the nature there. Dulu hampir je nak sampai sana tapi dah takder rezeki sebab pindah. Tengah usha-usha dulu. Hope adalah rezekinya


~ I plan to be a writer. Sama ada penulis cerpen or penulis novel. You know what, i spend lot of my time in front of Computer and i start thinking, why not i'm use my passion to something that give benefit to me. In fact, i know that i have writing skill even just a bit, right? Ahh.. writing is about our creativity. That's my problem, i'm not a creative person to create a magnificent story. By the way, why not i try it first. Who knows my luck, right? hehe


~ I found a website, YAKIN, and should i try to apply to make my dream as reality. Don't understand what i mean? Haaha. I will try. Insyaallah.


~ What you have to do now, Syerah? Focus on your duty now as a student, please score very well. Allah will change your life if you give an affort to change it.


~ I will try to forget all the character that appear in my life before, i meant the antagonis one that give negative effect to me. Samurai and Zeo. Not include Mr.B la. Mr.B is a character that help me to improve myself because the character is too perfect for me, I thought so but i'm not really know the reality.


~ Dekatkan diri dengan Allah is the key of life Syerah. Nothing can help you except Allah, with His Kindness and Blessing, you will be fine. Dunya wal Akhirat. He will never leave you alone. If anything happen, believe in Allah. As He promises, he always be there!!


Be strong and keep put a smile in your face.







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