Sunday, 15 October 2017

Dear You Satria

Hi and assalamualaikum 

Dah lama aku tak update apa-apa dalam blog aku ni. Oh skg aku ada kat library sbb hari ni hospital posting cancel. I suppose to go hkl tapi ok la kan dpt cuti boleh i settle kan research i yg tak gerak2 lagi hahahaha. Dalam seminggu dua ni aku rasa aku dah lain hahaha.Fikiran ni asyik nak teringatkan orang je hahaha. Adakah aku dah dewasa untuk rasa macam ni? hahaha

mengarutnya lahai. Dugaan perasaan.


Dengan Haziq yg tetiba nak kenal lebih. I cannot la. Umaira cakap dia baik apa semua tapi i cannot. Oo dgr nya dia dpt offer sambung Master. congrates to him. 

Oh ya Satria ni, i dont know y i can text him and u know what i start thinking tht he likes me. hahaha mengarut kan!  even skg aku masih teringatkan dia. It's getting worse and i do not know how to handle all this thing. OK i'm gonna write this in english because if Ustaz Cokelat terbaca he can't understand hahahaha.

Dear you, 
i hope u r fine. I'm not sure if the existence of me making ur life happier or vice versa. I want to be your  friend like before but i just can't. I'll try my best to be neutral like u said, texting like normal friend and no extra feeling. but seriously, this feeling.... it's keep growing and i do not know why hahahaha. It's my bad. I could not handle this feeling u know, pity me =) but it's okay. I'll try to appreciate this feeling because it somehow make me happy hahaha and the best part is i start losing my weight u know, because i know a guy prefer thin girl than the chubby one. Since then,  i already lose about 5 kg so far hahaha a high achievement okay. Tapi kan for now, i think i better stop. It's for my own good. u tell me that i've my commitment so u r. I need time to tell my heart, i need time to make sure this feeling do not progress anymore. 


ur friend, 
Syerah